If someone never looks you in the eye when they speak with you or to you and questions every comment or statement that comes out of your mouth, and if that person seems to want to walk away when you begin talking, doesn't that indicate that the person is truly uninterested and displeased with who you are as a person? Why continue to allow this relationship to continue? If it's within that person's power, why have they not placed their irritant somewhere that's far away? What's really sad and disgusting is that this person is the big kahuna and must be kept satisfied. What's even sadder is that I continue to accept it and even sadly keep hoping for redemption, acceptance, and that ever elusive friggin' pat on the head.
I disgust me.
Or even more upsetting:
Is this all in my head?
